I'm sure there's a decent amount of people who joined a project, with hopes of wanting to help, but lost their motivation or drive... and bailed.

I'd like to apologize to those who I've abandoned to my terrible work ethic as a youth.

I've learned to not bite off more than I can chew, and to plan a lot better from all of this.
It's good to take an extended leave from BYOND to focus on other things. No point in loitering if you aren't feeling it... I took a good 5 month break from caring about this place and returned a week ago (for the season) completely refreshed.
In response to Branks
I agree, it felt good leaving so that I could think of fresh ideas and get my own life in order. Things were much too jumbled for me to actually focus on helping others, which is what I focused too much on I feel.

I kind of got tired of trying to help those who wouldn't help themselves.
No problem, it happens! :)