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Whelp, it's always a pain, y'know?

Finally (seems anyhow...) that my Ex for 9 years now and I finally broke off our last shreds of communication.

Knew it was going down hill, but man it hurts regardless.

Known her since I was young, she literally helped forge me into who I am today. She gave me a purpose really, and now? All gone.

Project TH wouldn't be where it was were she not there to help support it in it's book days. She literally helped give it life. Hell, part of it's backstory was formed just by my knowing she existed.

Kinda hurts, she has been really my best, truest friend this whole time. But when they are literally cold hearted to you and give you no breathing room to be yourself, it just has to decay.

I don't know what to do right now.

Suicide obviously isn't on my agenda, but I just... don't know what to think feel or do right now. She was a driving force to me, even if I am a lazy selfish bum, she helped keep me in line.

I just felt a need to post this, get my feelings out. Stupid as I am, I guess I just needed to say something to someone. Had this blog almost 3 weeks reinstalled thanks to Teka.

Inb4 Drama in the comments section.
Meh.. At least you're not alone on this one. Same thing with me except it's 5 years.
Breaking up with someone you truly love(d) is always painful.

Time heals. I suggest spending it with your friends and family.
@MDC: Meh... won't say it was as intimate as yours. We know each other through the net. We've Chatted through the phone for years, and I even got my webcam within the last year just for her.

The fact will remain, it hurts. I just got no direction left in life at all except "Complete Project TH".


@Calus:

If only man. If Only that helped...
You could find another woman to try get over the last one?

Or drown yourself in your work?

Or become a man whore and sleep with anything human with legs (Female ofcourse) (not a joke, serious suggestion)

Or as previously suggested go out with friends/family more often.

Or go on vacation for a few weeks to relax and clear your head.
Liam Howe wrote:
You could find another woman to try get over the last one?

Or drown yourself in your work?

Or become a man whore and sleep with anything human with legs (Female ofcourse) (not a joke, serious suggestion)

Or as previously suggested go out with friends/family more often.

Or go on vacation for a few weeks to relax and clear your head.

Eh... last one might be too late to opt.

Woman... god I wish. Still hard to replace this one. Regardless of her personality.

Drown myself in TH? You don't know how drowned, bitch. :< Can't get a job worth a damn.

ALWAYS with my family really. Friends lost contact years back...
Wait, this was an internet girlfriend?
Half yes half no. :< For a net couple/friends the only boundary between us was distance. That and originally when we did date my stupidity.

Past that one year? We were only friends, if barely, in a steadily declining relationship. I knew it would end eventually. I did everything I could to salvage it, but what I did that caused us to break up, what I did when we were together...

God, I was an ignorant, stupid boy.
[Insert troll about falling for an E-Girl here]
Enzuigiri wrote:
[Insert troll about falling for an E-Girl here]

[Insert Troll about Troll Being Banned for Trolling here]
Here's my advice:

1) Go to the nearest club

2) Get plastered

3) Bang the first thing in a skirt

4) Repeat the following night

This helped me a few years ago when me and my ex of 5 years split. It should work for you too. (just remember to keep rubbers on ya at all times. some of these chicks got stuff you don't want.)
Yusuke13 wrote:
Here's my advice:

1) Go to the nearest club

2) Get plastered

3) Bang the first thing in a skirt

4) Repeat the following night

This helped me a few years ago when me and my ex of 5 years split. It should work for you too. (just remember to keep rubbers on ya at all times. some of these chicks got stuff you don't want.)

Yeaaaah. Sadly, I got morals, unlike you :P.
/firstworldproblems
Cyberlord84 wrote:
/firstworldproblems

/Cyberlord'sLife:>

Well, the 'crisis' has been averted at last. 6 days. Well, knowing what she really deserved from me helped resolve this.

Her deadline of "20 seconds" to say what needed to be said was generous to say the least...

@_@ God I'm lucky as hell.