I guess everyone hates me... even some of my closest friends.... after all we've been through we just cant find peace...and i wonder why i did this and why i did that... and it makes me realize with regret and sadness thats EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT. And now i cant fix it. i have gone to deep and cant escape. So instead of running or hiding... im a take my punishment like a man... and all those who dont know me and are reading this... then take this post as if it is just some kid writing a random post about his boring life. And for those who do read this and know me well... then im sorry...and that i want to talk... if u want to. Darwin~