Mattzz's BYOND website

Total BS

Thu, 29 May 2008 13:13:56 GMT

Ok, I found out today that some person is apparently claiming new ownership of A PTwi game with Rare's help. First of all, to the person who said this, that is total BS. There are no people other then me who claim ownership of Pokemon Twilight, as your hub says there are many >_> And I have a right to claim ownership...RARE GAVE ME THE GAME you moron >_> He told me I could have it, I gave him credit on the hub and he told me he didn't need or want it so I took it off. If Rare re-appeared on BYOND, sinse he is a close friend of mine, I WOULD KNOW ABOUT IT! Rare would not need to re-code the game to be hostable sinse there were no hosting bugs in the original version. PLUS Rare wouldn't do this to me, he told me I had total control without his interferience, which I said he could come and help me anytime he wants and that I would welcome him back anytime >_>

In other words, http://www.byond.com/games/Shyangel/PokemonTwilightReborn is total BS, Rare isn't like that and wouldn't backstab me like that. Shyangel, the person apparently being helped by Rare to make this game, is a lier, and if, for a VERY slim chance he isnt lieing, a coward for not talking to me about this, for Rare would definitly talk to me about this.

~Mattzz~

P.S. To prove that Rare and I are close friends, when I had my BYOND membership, he baught me it as a present for being such a good friend to him >_>

More poems! Shocking!

Mon, 12 May 2008 14:41:30 GMT

I know, I have been making more posts towards the end of my membership then the rest of the time put together but I have been into broadcasting my poems lately so here are two more.

If I Could Change

If I could change, I�d change for you,
Brighten the dark flames of my heart and soul,
Purify my body and mind,
Change the dark into light.

If I could change, I�d change for you,
Brighten my laugh,
Widen my smile,
Be happy instead of sad.

If I could change, I�d change for you,
You�re all I want, all I need,
The only thing I care about,
You are my world.

If you would change just for me,
The idea is sweet, but not what I want,
I love you for you, not what you could be,
Your heart is big, no matter what colour the flames burn
For when I�m with you, your heart burns so bright
It makes me feel warm and safe�
don�t ever change.

What I Am

The shadows of perfection fall far from my soul,
As the black flames of my heart burn bright,
The longer they burn, the darker they become,
Never to burn red again.

Purity falls four years too late,
As innocents shatters four years too soon,
My sister the pure and perfect,
My friend the reaper of innocents.

My tainted black heart yearns for the forbidden,
A lust, a need, for a love unheard of,
Secret, only known by the few and the one,
A love only revealed to the shadows.

The child of legends I am not,
Nor the child of untold evil,
Tainted and dark I may be, engulfed in the flames of the shadows inside
But I am what I am, truly just me.

A poem, this one is depressing

Sat, 10 May 2008 21:30:24 GMT

If Only You Stayed

If only you stayed and did not leave me,
my soul would not be in dispair.
The shadows of the night filled with saddened wails,
the eternal darkness, shadows in my mind.

A wilting rose, not red but black,
petels falling slowly to the ground,
lost in the dark, claimed by the shadows,
your soul, your spirit, imprisoned in the rose.

My heart aches, my soul yerns
for the path we walked together to be walked,
but the path, engulfed in the flames of desolation,
never to be walked again.

And so I say my final farewell
for we may never be together again,
I wish with all my might we may
but alas I am here and you're not even on earth,
spirit floating in the endless night,
forever and always I will be your's
and I hope we may meet agian in the shadowed night
when I too am claimed by the dark.

A poem, this one is depressing

Sat, 10 May 2008 21:28:12 GMT

OMG Its a poem that I wrote that isnt depressing!!

Sat, 10 May 2008 21:17:37 GMT

Yes, I acucaly wrote a poem that is not depressing or about something twisted in some way, shocking to those who know about my poetry so here it is.

If I Could Ask You

If I could ask you about happyness
would you tell me that it is a fake emotion?
That it is something we made up to mask suffering,
an illusion of the heart?
Yes I would.

If I could ask you about eternity,
would you tell me that nothing is forever?
That everything begins and ends
and nothing we can do will change that?
Yes I would.

If I could ask you about love,
would you tell me that it doesn't exist?
That it is something people only think they know,
something no human can understand?
Yes I would.

If I could ask you about me, us,
would you abandon all your beliefs?
Would you trust in love?
That our feelings of happyness are real?
That our passion can last an eternity?
Yes I would

Farewell

Sat, 03 May 2008 17:04:43 GMT

Here is a poem I wrote as a kind of farewell thing to my BYOND membership...It may sound emo at the end but meh, I was randomly inspired in the middle of writting it so I just went with the flow.

Farewell

So much has happened, so much has changed,
we have done so much in this short time.
We have endured saaddness and sorrow,
shared so many laughs,
been together for good and bad,
supported each other.

This time I spent with all of you,
will always be remembered, always be special,
never forgotten, always true.
I am forever changed, for better or worse
I do not know, maybe never know.

Saddness overwhelming, As I prepare,
a long memorable journey soon ends,
when the clock strikes zero
I shall be gone.

YOur saddened cries, sorrows anger,
the trail we traveled cannot be returned,
flames engulf the only path back.

The darkness engulfs my spirit, my soul,
as I become one with the lifeless dark...

Farewell

Membership expireing

Mon, 14 Apr 2008 13:38:26 GMT

Well, I cant believe it has already been a year sinse Rarescar baught me my membership. So much has happened sinse then; I was just a mid-high level GM in Twi at the time when he baught me it and now im the owner. I have learned for to code and have become decent at it. It still wows me that I only have 1 month left of my membership.

With that said, I am currently broke in my Paypal lol so I can't renew my membership. If anyone would be so kind as to renew it for me, that would be awsome.

Oh and be sure to read the Pokemon Twilight story Sink wrote, its one post ahead of this one.

~Mattzz~

PTwi Story

Mon, 14 Apr 2008 13:34:32 GMT

Well PTwi now has a story, with the main characters Nagashi(Sink), a good friend of mine and the host, and I. Sink wrote this and it didnt take him long, about as long as it took for me to drive to a nearby Taco Bell, order and come back with the food lol. Thanks for the story Sink.

Heroes of the Twilight and Their Valiant Battles
This story begins like any other... it takes place in a time before Pokemon and Humans coincided. In this time Pokemon were like wizards. They had great strength and some could even control Time and Space itself. Now, the legends of Palkia and Dialga are true� the only difference is their appearance and true names were changed drastically. Also, their exact powers and strength were lost in the translations.
The true story of Dialga and Palkia must begin by hearing their true names, unspoken and unmentioned for ages. Nagashi the Legendary Ninja is known as Palkia the master of Space and the forces of Light. Mattzz the Legendary Wizard is known as Dialga the master of Time and the forces of Darkness. Now, these two young lads began their lives as friends and spent their time with each other every day using their powers to better the world.
One day, a force arose that would tip the balance of good and evil and bring upon a time of great turmoil� the humans. Now, this may sound surprising but yes, at one time in the history of the world the humans appeared out of a dark void in the ground and they were a terrible force. They wreaked havoc taking Pokemon as slaves and brain washing them into doing their bidding.
However, before I continue with the story I must explain the difference between Pokemon of the past and Pokemon of the present. Pokemon of the past could stand up on two legs regardless of their appearance, they could speak, and they could wield armor and weapons. They were a very civilized �people� just as humans are now. Yes, they had their trifles and wars for power but they still lived in harmony with nature itself.
Now as I was saying� the humans appeared from the pits of darkness itself and it troubled Nagashi and Mattzz greatly. They could only sit and watch for they were very young at this time.
Humans eventually took control of everything accept for a few islands where the strong fled to so they could plan the human�s demise� Mattzz and Nagashi of course were at the head of this by this time. Mattzz had taken on the dark arts and studied in ways to save the world through the very thing that destroys it and Nagashi took on the ways of the Ninja and the forces of Light so he too could help bring about the humans demise.
As Mattzz and Nagashi traveled they met many people. Among them were the valiant soldiers and fellow Pokemon who fought for their freedom. There was Yak, the master of Earth; Zz Flame, the master of Flames; Chibi Inu, the master of Wind; Asuna, the master of Sound; and MeMe, the master of Water. These warriors were the greatest out of their newly created army but not the only. There were approximately 26 other warriors who fought valiantly and are honored in this graveyard but who did not have key roles in the downfall of the humans.
Now, the true story begins around the year of 8 B.F. (Before the Fall). The Army of Good as they were well known had only days before declared war on the humans, the Army of Evil.
As the Army of Good was traveling along the road on the main continent, the home base of the humans, they talked of their strategies. Mattzz and Nagashi always argued on the best way to defeat them. Nagashi proposed asking for peace while Mattzz declared an all out war. In the end they always, always decided on a Medium. They decided to declare war on them but leave those who played no role in it directly such as the Pokemon slaves out of harms way as much as possible.
This plan worked for a little. They fought their way through the continent for it was a large one at least two months journey to reach the center and the base camp was five months journey after that. They fought and fought with great skill and all the while seven warriors fought side by side bringing down the greatest along the way.
Though they won many battles and slew many of their foes, their numbers fell rapidly. As they fell one by one they trudged along. Six months into their journey and only one month from reaching their destination the last of them, besides the seven, fell in battle, Jake, the Sword Master. It was a devastating day for Mattzz as he had grown fond of the young, white umbreon.
They continued to battle through the greatest of challengers, pushing their way to the final battle� the battle where they all would meet their ends.
The final battle began in 7 B.F. and it lasted for years. The siege on the castle lasted forever. Now, you may wonder why the Heroes, as they have now gained status among the Pokemon, are known as the Heroes of the Twilight. It begins after the fall of Yak, Asuna, Chibi Inu, MeMe, and Zz Flame.
The last three hours of the great Nagashi and Mattzz time was coming to a close. They were fighting hundreds of enemies at once and they were at a disadvantage due to their size. They fought and fought for what seemed like hours until they were surrounded. They thought that in their last breath they would fail but what they didn�t expect was for the enemy to not kill them at once but wait until their leaders appeared. Now, their leaders looked like evil itself was scared of them because they were so fierce. They asked the two Legendary Heroes if they were ready to beg for their lives.
The Heroes of course said no and that with their dying breathes they would bring the treachery to a close� they couldn�t have been more right. As Nagashi and Mattzz charged towards the leaders hoping to strike the enemy at it�s core a bright light exploded from Nagashi and a great burst of Darkness from Mattzz. The enemy was so terrified they ran, besides the leaders who released their own powers. All of a sudden Mattzz and Nagashi�s auras began to meld into something that is now known as the Twilight. It melded their forces into one and the two warriors with their dying breathes struck the enemy at it�s core slicing and tearing the enemy to shreds in a burst of anger and held in contempt.
They stood where they defeated the enemy and declared their victory� but the strain of their power was too much for their bodies� the two Heroes exploded and in the process changed the hearts of the humans and Pokemon causing them to lose contempt for each other thus far erasing all memory of the battle and hardships itself, apart from the tablets discovered years later below the point of explosion, the graveyard was also found underneath it and eerily people to this day say they feel forces near each grave as if the Heroes themselves watch over the world unknowingly as spirits. They also recreated the world mending the tears and destruction caused by so much fighting.
Now, over time the humans and Pokemon lived in harmony, perfect harmony, caring for each other and fighting along side each other while thus bringing ultimate peace to the world� for now.
So, when you travel the world� think about what they brought and what a cost it was for them� and maybe one day� you�ll feel them yourself.
-Historian Sink-

Remade Card

Sat, 15 Mar 2008 21:38:22 GMT

I remade the trainer card, I like this one a lot better, nothing else to say though so I will end this post at that.

Trainer Card made

Wed, 26 Dec 2007 23:36:31 GMT

this is my first one...I prob shoulda put my Friend ID on it but meh. Ill prob go back to the site to redo it anyway.

(btw this are my accuale team in Pokemon Diamond)