I'm ill - aching all over, blocked nose, sore throat.

But it's wierd - even though I feel physically terrible, I feel really happy, in a clouded sort of way.

One amusing thing is that I seem unable to recognise what would usually be considered the present. Everything feels like it is either a dream, or happened about 3 days in the past.

I think I shall combat this illness the way I combat all my problems. Through a total lack of sleep, excesses of caffeine, and music.

I'll also study quite a bit, as I don't want to get behind on schoolwork. Damn AS levels.

I wouldn't mind so much if it weren't for the fact that they just feel like "A-level Lights". I wish I didn't care. I really really wish I didn't. =(