Virus Realms

Hmmm

Sun, 22 Jun 2008 10:11:29 GMT

What to do, what to do?

That is always a good question, but sometimes the answer is more then what you can handle. Do you stay or do you go? Do you try to save it or call it a lost cause? Do you go for what use to make you happy or what makes you happy everyday? Do you go for whats 50 miles away or 3000?

Well, there really was no point to this all. I just wanted to write my thoughts down. Maybe this will all make sense someday, only time will tell.

Well...

Fri, 13 Jun 2008 22:19:25 GMT

So, been almost a year since anyone heard from me. Guess you could say I was back? A lot has changed, some for the good, more for the bad. If you want to learn more drop me a line.

Update

Thu, 15 Mar 2007 15:26:07 GMT

Well, it has been a while. Figured I would post a little update to my life. I am happy. It's fucking amazing, but I am honestly happy right now. I got a part of my life back, a part I never knew I was really missing. And I love it.

I Give

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 00:04:53 GMT

Fuck it, I give up. I'm tired of all this bull shit. Tired of being lied to. Tired of laying awake and night and asking myself "Why?". I see no point in waking up anymore, other then to suffer more pain and torture myself even longer. For that reason, I have no more friends, I have no more aquantices. I have no one. Plain and simple. This is the end of someone known to all as ZV. Only thing left is an empty shell, a Zero.

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Thu, 08 Feb 2007 21:52:13 GMT

Well, didnt exactly know what to call this one. My knee looks better, but if I sit down too long I cant walk at all. Still throbbing. Heres a good one for you; I woke up this morning in pain and stiff as hell, as I figured I would be, so I called up the school house and let them know I was injured and might be late. Then before I left class today, one of the instructors bitched me out for being late even though I called. Seriously, WTF?!?! So if I were to get in a crash on the way to school, call them, and walk in all bloody, I would still get in trouble? Fucking assholes. Looks like things between me and Sam aren't going anywhere, talked to her a couple times about it and her response was always the same. We are just friends. And from what I gathered she is still in love with her ex.....which leaves me as the shit out of luck man. Guess I should be use to that by now. Enough from me, gonna go jack a laptop and work on some stuff.

Speeding: Part 2

Wed, 07 Feb 2007 20:24:05 GMT

Well, after all was said and done, on my now slightly messed up bike, I reached 32.2. Now, how is it messed up you may be asking yourself. Well, after going sideways, completely messing up my knee, and breaking the pedal, I went to The Bike Shop to pump my tire up and blew it out 4 blocks away. So, contemplating a new bike, but this time from my brand, Specialized, which The Bike Shop carries nothing but.

And for the knee, enjoy xD

Speeding: Part 1

Tue, 06 Feb 2007 18:35:00 GMT

Well, being on a military base sometimes sucks. The speed limit is 30 mph. But being the guy I am, I have decided to see if I can top that, trying to hit 40 mph. Now, most of you would say that sounds easy. I am not using a car, nor anything with a motor. This is all done on a Schwin Signia 700CC Roadbike.

As of today, I was able to obtain speeds topping off at 31.2 MPH. Higher speeds could of been attained, but conditions were not proper and I was unprepared. Because of this, I am trying to hit 40 by this weekend. Here goes nothing.

New Tattoo

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 23:17:58 GMT

Well, since my 20th birthday is less then 2 weeks away, I decided to get a tattoo.

Thinking about having it stretched across my back with the words "April Renee Timmons" in script below it. Almost forgot, I'm not gonna have the glow added for the real one.

R.I.P.

Fri, 02 Feb 2007 00:17:50 GMT

April Renee Timmons.
Never to see the world.
Never to see your smile.
Never to hold you in my arms.
Never to hear you say my name.
Never......

To 99.99% of you , this post will mean nothing. But it is the least I can do for her.

April, you never got a chance to witness life, to experience the pleasure of love, and the agony of defeat. You never got a chance to change the world and make a home for yourself. You were never given the chance to love your family or start one of your own. And for this;We, I, mourn your death. I only hope you are in a better place now.....

And with that, the last thread of reality connecting this human shell, known simply as Josh, to this horrific world has been snapped. And from his grave raised one being.....one word.......ZERO.

~And in his death, the Virus will remain, as a tribute to what he started~

Today.....ROCKED!

Sun, 28 Jan 2007 20:57:19 GMT

dude, im loving life right now. had an awesome time with sam. of course, she was damn near sleeping thoe whole time we were together, but sometimes thats best. ive apparently got a REALLY good chance with her now, so hopefully by next week..... as i was saying, while she was asleep, i guess she was horny cuz she was grinding against me, grappin me, pullin me on top, and even made out with me. lol. and when she woke up, she wasnt suprised and wasnt embarrassed or anything. so today rox