For me, the more productive I am, the more sane I am... and right about now I need a straight jacket.

So my wedding is a week from Saturday. I'm not nervous about the fact that I'm getting married (I'm obviously looking forward to it)... I just have this growing feeling of anxiety that we're going to show up on the day of the wedding and realize that we forgot something (ex: flowers, a DJ etc...).

Unfortunately, whenever I get restless/anxious for extended periods of time, my coping mechanism is to become *completely* unproductive, which only compounds the problem!

Also not helping matters, my December is going to be crazy. To start things off, I have a business trip this weekend to Baton Rouge, Friday through Tuesday. After that I'll be hanging out with family for a few days before the wedding, having my bachelor party etc.

We get married on Saturday the 15th, and then it's off to Panama for a week for our honeymoon before returning on the 23rd to celebrate Christmas with my family. Then I have to be back by the 28th because this year I'm MCing the film festival that my friends and I won a couple years ago.

Hopefully by January the Writer's Strike is over so that I can get back to being productive. Not that getting married and having a fun holiday isn't "productive"... but you get the idea. At least by January all of the stress about the wedding day will be long past!